i think it worked out rather well

1. sewing up a hole in somthing i really like wearing.

2. making lasangia from scratch.

3. smoking a nice vanilla cigarillo.

4. fried egg sandwiches

5. colouring somthing.

6. candle making

7. listening to Florence and the Machine.

8. danceing like a total fucking idiot.

9. getting a reply to a livejournal.

10. singing while Heraldez plays guitar.

Be careful of the curse that falls on your lovers.

Midas is king.

I'd like to make it clear, mainly to the southern furs I know who don't often talk to me, but also to those up North that don't know the whole story.

Vulpon stopped talking to me, in fact he stopped talking to all the Hull furs, apart from RiffRaff whom he lives with. He said he wanted time on his own for awhile, get his shit together, get his head in order, fine, we left him alone for three months ladies and gentlemen. Then, he came back, brighter and happier, he started hanging out again, only 4 times really but he did it, it was great to have this big friendly, if not a little grumpy, guy around again, we all missed him so much whilst he was away, and we worried about him, so we asked him "where'd you go dude, you ok?"

He vanished again, back into his room, he didn't want us prying it seemed, didn't even want us asking what was up with him, he shut everyone out again and said he didn't want to see anyone. Tommah went to see him to check he was ok and Vulpon came to the window, saw it was Tommah, and went back upstairs. He wouldn't even open the door and tell him to go home and that he was fine, he just left him outside and never said anything to him, a cold reaction to give to a concerned friend.

So, I told him after another four months of little to zero contact, what I thought of what he did, how he was making it difficult for all of us, how we all missed him and we wanted to help him and how upset I was that he had just shut me out, I've known him going on 6 years. He laughed at me, he thought what I was saying was funny, that it was amusing when I told him how his absence and elusiveness upset me, he liked the fact that I missed him, and when I said I'd just like to know what the problem was, why he didn't want to see his friends in Hull he said it was none of my business.

I told him then that I thought he was a bastard, a coward that never changed his situation just sat in squalor of it, didn't want to change, wanted people to keep pitying him so he could bask in the sympathy and he laughed again,. thought it was funny, so I said I never wanted to see him again and I counted him not a friend anymore.

Now, just yesterday in fact, I find that he's been telling people that the reason he doesn't want to see me, or any of the Hull furs, is because I said those things to him. NO, HE CAN'T CLAIM THAT. What I said about your cowardice and selfishness is a REACTION to his reclusive rejection of all his friends in Hull, not the catalyst to it. He stopped seeing me, then I told him he was a bastard, not the other way around, you can't take the effect and claim it's the cause.

I just want all of you to know that I'm not causing him to act like he's acting, like a 28 year old baby, he was doing that before I told him what I thought of his attitude, he's just using it as an excuse, an convenient one too. Anyone who thinks what I've said is unfair say so, be counted among his defenders or take his side if you like, we never treat him badly, we were always there for him when he wanted and we never excluded him from anything, he made his own coffin and used every Hull fur as a nail to seal him in with his own misery and self loathing as company and I'll be damned if he's telling people it's me that did it to him.

He did it to himself, anyone who really knows him can see that, we all can here in Hull, now the rest of you know.

...is a brilliant game, very imersive and detailed story, dispite it never having any dialog, not even text, you still know what's going on.



download it, play it, love it.

JIJIX MADE ME AN ICON

GET ONE FOR YOURSELF

THEY'RE £30 EACH!

there it is up top, isn't it regal?

( Starpaw emotions )

don't you love it when people are so edgy that everything they say to you is either a cold contradiction or blazeing sarcasm so abasive you could strike it on some sandpaper and it would combust, it's so funny when all they ever do is act like they're too important to talk to you but continue to any way for their own amusement.

oh no wait

it's just rude.