iffriel

last night

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 12:02:58 GMT

i think it worked out rather well

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 16:53:21 GMT

Ten satisfying things that have nothing to do with sex

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 13:54:56 GMT

1. sewing up a hole in somthing i really like wearing.

2. making lasangia from scratch.

3. smoking a nice vanilla cigarillo.

4. fried egg sandwiches

5. colouring somthing.

6. candle making

7. listening to Florence and the Machine.

8. danceing like a total fucking idiot.

9. getting a reply to a livejournal.

10. singing while Heraldez plays guitar.

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 13:48:31 GMT

Be careful of the curse that falls on your lovers.

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 10:53:27 GMT

Midas is king.

Setting the record straight.

Wed, 19 Aug 2009 23:27:25 GMT

I'd like to make it clear, mainly to the southern furs I know who don't often talk to me, but also to those up North that don't know the whole story.

Vulpon stopped talking to me, in fact he stopped talking to all the Hull furs, apart from RiffRaff whom he lives with. He said he wanted time on his own for awhile, get his shit together, get his head in order, fine, we left him alone for three months ladies and gentlemen. Then, he came back, brighter and happier, he started hanging out again, only 4 times really but he did it, it was great to have this big friendly, if not a little grumpy, guy around again, we all missed him so much whilst he was away, and we worried about him, so we asked him "where'd you go dude, you ok?"

He vanished again, back into his room, he didn't want us prying it seemed, didn't even want us asking what was up with him, he shut everyone out again and said he didn't want to see anyone. Tommah went to see him to check he was ok and Vulpon came to the window, saw it was Tommah, and went back upstairs. He wouldn't even open the door and tell him to go home and that he was fine, he just left him outside and never said anything to him, a cold reaction to give to a concerned friend.

So, I told him after another four months of little to zero contact, what I thought of what he did, how he was making it difficult for all of us, how we all missed him and we wanted to help him and how upset I was that he had just shut me out, I've known him going on 6 years. He laughed at me, he thought what I was saying was funny, that it was amusing when I told him how his absence and elusiveness upset me, he liked the fact that I missed him, and when I said I'd just like to know what the problem was, why he didn't want to see his friends in Hull he said it was none of my business.

I told him then that I thought he was a bastard, a coward that never changed his situation just sat in squalor of it, didn't want to change, wanted people to keep pitying him so he could bask in the sympathy and he laughed again,. thought it was funny, so I said I never wanted to see him again and I counted him not a friend anymore.

Now, just yesterday in fact, I find that he's been telling people that the reason he doesn't want to see me, or any of the Hull furs, is because I said those things to him. NO, HE CAN'T CLAIM THAT. What I said about your cowardice and selfishness is a REACTION to his reclusive rejection of all his friends in Hull, not the catalyst to it. He stopped seeing me, then I told him he was a bastard, not the other way around, you can't take the effect and claim it's the cause.

I just want all of you to know that I'm not causing him to act like he's acting, like a 28 year old baby, he was doing that before I told him what I thought of his attitude, he's just using it as an excuse, an convenient one too. Anyone who thinks what I've said is unfair say so, be counted among his defenders or take his side if you like, we never treat him badly, we were always there for him when he wanted and we never excluded him from anything, he made his own coffin and used every Hull fur as a nail to seal him in with his own misery and self loathing as company and I'll be damned if he's telling people it's me that did it to him.

He did it to himself, anyone who really knows him can see that, we all can here in Hull, now the rest of you know.

Another world...

Wed, 19 Aug 2009 10:46:54 GMT

...is a brilliant game, very imersive and detailed story, dispite it never having any dialog, not even text, you still know what's going on.

download it, play it, love it.

Thu, 02 Jul 2009 13:47:38 GMT

JIJIX MADE ME AN ICON

GET ONE FOR YOURSELF

THEY'RE £30 EACH!

there it is up top, isn't it regal?

Thu, 02 Jul 2009 10:33:47 GMT

what the hell is happening to me? It's only been 4 days and I'm reduced to a crying wreck, filled with all these emotions I know are stupid and unnecessary, I miss his voice, i miss his presence and I miss his hugs most of all, but it's not like he's died he's just gone to America for a week.

I hate how jellos I am, and not just of one thing, of many things. I'm jellos that he got to go in the first place and I didn't, I'm jellos that it only took him a year to save up the money to go and he's still got some left over, I hate that he's got a job waiting for him when he gets back when I'm finding it so hard to find anything, I can see the same arguments looming on the horizon "why don't you get a better job" when he's got a full time one that to be honest i would kill for, he has it easy sometimes and he doesn't even see it, I'd love a job where i could spend most of my time reading, and I'm jellos over it.

On the flip side of this i miss him so much, I know it's really pathetic, I used to be able to function on my own, indeed I liked being on my own, I liked not having to talk to people or pretend to be nice or give a fuck about what they're saying for a few hours. Now however, it seems I like being alone WITH him, I'm so used to having him around me, to discuss things with and laugh with and tease and cuddle that him not being around feels like a big chunk of my brain is missing, I didn't used to need him, I didn't used to NEED anyone, I like having people around but I used to be able to function perfectly fine on my own.

I hope the rest of the week isn't as bad as today, I just feel really down right now.

I've taken one of his t-shirts out of the dirty clothes pile in the bathroom and put it on his pillow, it's sad but I cried a little when I cuddled it, that sounds really pathetic and I know he'll be mad reading this knowing I'm not having a good time, but I'm trying, it's just hard. I hope he's having a good time though and sees everything he wanted to see, got to drink beer in a totally new place and make some life long friends, I just wish i were sharing that with him.

Thu, 02 Jul 2009 07:03:49 GMT

don't you love it when people are so edgy that everything they say to you is either a cold contradiction or blazeing sarcasm so abasive you could strike it on some sandpaper and it would combust, it's so funny when all they ever do is act like they're too important to talk to you but continue to any way for their own amusement.

oh no wait

it's just rude.

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 08:41:36 GMT

I'm not going to the Sheffield meet.

RP

Tue, 23 Jun 2009 12:56:53 GMT

anyone want to come over and play Iron Kingdoms some time?

I'm expecting a resounding NO

EDUMACATION

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 10:28:10 GMT

I now have a B in GCSE english

Stolen From Fioxy

Tue, 16 Jun 2009 18:49:01 GMT

MyHeritage: Family tree - Genealogy - Celeb - Collage - Morph

Hey fioxy... only 2 girls and one of them is black and white. Fag

Sat, 13 Jun 2009 20:35:53 GMT

just did a very, very! long shift... is very tired and hungry... and all alone.

Sat, 30 May 2009 20:52:27 GMT

THE NEXT PERSON TO TELL ME HOW GOOD MANCHESTER WAS, HOW EVERYONE ASKED ABOUT ME, HOW MUZZ WAS THERE AND I MISSED HER, HOW HOT IT WAS AND HOW MUCH OF A GOOD TIME EVERYONE HAD WHEN I HAD TO WORK A POINTLESS 2 FUCKING HOURS 7-9PM WHEN THEY DIDN'T EVEN NEED ME GETS A SMACK IN THE FUCKING MOUTH!

bunneh

Mon, 25 May 2009 08:46:25 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIMMEH!

*SPAZZES*

Based on a True Story

Sun, 24 May 2009 21:41:49 GMT

Once upon a time in Hull, Steven the squirrel and his friend Luke the skunk were walking through Pearson Park, which had previously been Pearson Wood before much of it had been chopped down to make way for cheap housing for reality TV stars who had fallen on hard times, talking about all the things woodland creatures usually talk about. Steven was carrying his guitar, which had brand new strings for the forth time that day, whilst Luke smoked a pipe filled with a blend of magic herbs he'd gotten from Old Man Oak. It was a mixture of willow leaves, holly-hock, and smack and Luke sucked and puffed it down with glee and wild abandon. The evening was fine one indeed and through their delightful stroll they heard all the sounds of the park around them the lovely songs of birds in the trees, the chirps of happy crickets in the tall grass, and the wistful splash of the local tramp pissing up the side of the ice cream.

"You know" said Steven, Taking the magic pipe from Luke's paw, "I think Steve Rayvon has to be the greatest guitarist in the world", "Yes, he is amazing" replied Luke, "I owe my life to him" added Steven. Just then a pair of community wardens walked up and asked Steven and Luke what they were doing in the park so late. "We're woodland creatures, we live here." answered Luke. The wardens were not impressed, and smelling the magic bland from the beautiful pipe, asked them if they could just stay where they were whilst they fetched a policeman to confiscate it. Subce the community wardens had no offical power Steven, being a most witty and clever little squirrel, gave them both the finger and invited them to suck his squirrely balls, to which the wardens could not muster a responce. So with that the too skipped away through the park, hand in hand, towards the Victoria takeaway where they both knew they would soon be sick.

The end.

Sun, 17 May 2009 23:21:57 GMT

After leaving a building and while walking towards the car, an occupant-to-be may reserve the front passenger seat by calling out “Shotgun.” Seats in the back of the car may be reserved in the same manner (i.e. “Back right,” etc.), and all passengers must honor and respect the calling of shotgun.

Terms & Conditions:

Shotgun must be called while outside or in the parking garage as passengers are walking towards the car, and thus cannot be called far in advance.
When shotgun is legitimately disputed, the driver or owner of the car has the authority to settle said disputes.
- If two or more passengers tie when calling shotgun, a race to the car determines who rides shotgun.
The shotgun passenger acknowledges that they become responsible for the comfort of the vehicle passengers by controlling the radio and climate controls, however, once again, the driver has final say in these matters. Should the shotgun passenger have a particularly horrible taste in music, he/she can be denied shotgun by popular demand the next time a shotgun-calling situation arises.

Exceptions:

Should the driver’s significant other be present, she shall automatically be granted shotgun no questions asked.
- Should a significant other be absent, the navigator, if there is one, has priority, however must still call shotgun — the navigator can override shotgun calls of others citing the reason of navigation.
A driver or owner of the vehicle may void the entire practice of calling shotgun, however he or she must do so well in advance and must make sure that all potential passengers are aware of the absence of shotgun law for the relevant vehicle.

Was good when I first saw it...

Sun, 17 May 2009 12:35:15 GMT

but I must say, The Secret of NIMH is way better then I remember it being, it's so dark in places yet the ending is so delightfull and you really do care about these characters.

<3

Sun, 17 May 2009 00:42:13 GMT

I really, really need to fuck somone till they can't walk propolly anymore.

Best Cover ever

Sat, 11 Apr 2009 15:19:09 GMT

in the country

Tue, 07 Apr 2009 10:03:46 GMT

yesterday i had to pull a Raven out of a fireplace with my bare hands.

I'm not leaving the city again for awhile.

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 11:22:36 GMT

I've desided to mvoe to Ireland. Their recession is much better then ours so I'm much more likely to find a job there. I might come back some day if things pick up but i can't survive here on no money so a move is the only option left.

Wed, 25 Mar 2009 13:04:56 GMT

I'm very excited and dubious about OnLive. Link Below

http://i.gizmodo.com/5183416/onlive-demos-streaming-games-yes-thats-crysis-on-integrated-graphics